M E M O R I E S:Life and Time of
Pastor Rudy Bernal,his Glimpses on History & The People’s Struggle for Freedom
Chapter 29 – Military Raided and Arrested /Invited Pastor Rudy Bernal at Cawayan, Carles, Iloilo,
Brought Him to PC Headquarters in Sara
Life
often have challenges and uncertainties.
It
was sometimes in November 1973, about 4:30
A.M. when elements of the
Philippine Constabulary arrested me, rather invited me, to go with them to their headquarters in Sara,
Iloilo. I was informed later, by a neighbour, they secretly surrounded our house, about 200 meters from the road
side, in Cawayan, Carles, Iloilo. They stayed there silently, without any one of our
family knowing they were there, from
11:30 in the evening until
4:30 that morning. The constabulary
were there, silently waiting, despite
too many mosquitoes, to wake- up that
day.
That
morning, I came down from our house; It was still bit dark. I was , carrying a small home made
lantern fired with kerozen. I usually
carry a lantern in the nights to guide my way and helped drived
some mosquitos away. I went directly to our vegetable gardens,
a hundred meters from our
house. I have planted some 16 plots of Spring Onions, 1 meter wide and 40
meters long in our gardens.
My
father, mother and younger brother has planted other vegetable plants – amargoso, eggplants, string
beans, pechay, alogbate and pepper leaves. We plant vegetables and sell it to
neighbors,
It
was still bit dark. I
was pulling weeds, when I saw a man, standing beside a coconut tree, on the eastern side. He was
about 20 meters away. He came slowly
towards me. He was dressed
in black Jacket and black pants.
He was holding a 45 caliber pistol.
About
3 meters away, he greeted. He said “Good Morning”. I answered him. “Good
Morning, Sir.” And I stood slowly. He came nearer me. We talked. He asked my father. I told him, father was still sleeping. He asked my name. I told him my name.
Then, slowly, from around, I saw
soldiers, in battle gears, emerging from
besides coconut trees, bamboo
trees, banana trees, abocado & trees that surround our home. I realized 12
soldiers, all ready for battle, have surrounded our home, while we were sleeping.
Twelve
soldiers surrounded me. Two soldiers emerged from the coconut tree, where there
officer who came me came from. Another two groups came out from the bamboo tree
on the south side. Another group came from the side of the small hut, on the
western side, where we often
rests during hot times of the day. Two soldiers came
out of bamboos planted near our house. They have
effectively and silently surrounded
our house that night.
The
soldiers came near us. They were holding their armalites. Some with their barrels pointed up. Some guns
muzzles were pointed on the ground. The 11 soldiers just stood there silently surrounding
us, as I and their officer talked.
The
officer asked me some questions. “Where you from UP?” I said no. “I am from the Lyceum of the
Philipines in Manila”. “What course did
you take there? I told him, “I took Political Science.” “When did
you arrived in Iloilo?” I told him, I’m in Iloilo for nearly two years” He
asked me, “ What is you work in Iloilo?”
Then he said: “Let’s go up you
house. Let’s have coffee with the Capitan.”
My father, Restituto Bernal, Sr. was the
Barangay Captain of Cawayan. He served four terms as Barangay Captain,
We went
upstairs. I called my father. I told him he has visitors. The officer
and 6 soldiers followed us inside the house. The 5
other constabulary soldiers stayed
down, on different places near the house.
After shaking hands with the soldiers, my father requested my younger brother to help brew
coffee. My father gave
coffee to all the soldiers. Then, the officers told my father, their Commander was inviting me to their headquarters. This was in Sara, Iloilo, some 40 kilometers from our village. My father asked: “What is the
problem? What crimes have my
son committed? The officer told my
father, their Commander would like to
see me. He was inviting me to the
headquarters.
My
father asked the officer, why? “Rudy is
just invited by our Commanding
Officer. He wants to see him in the
headquarters.” The name of the
Constabulary officer, I learned later, was Captain Montano
I dressed myself. I said to myself. “I will join the
soliders. I was invited by the
Commanding Officer. I will go. For it was an invitation that I cannot say , No.”
Then, we go. We walked to the place where jeepney was left the night before. I joined
them. We rode on their vehicle. It
was long way to their headquarters, some
40 kms away. After we left, my father
sent a relative to the Carles Chief of
Police, Felipe Bernal, his cousin
, to inform I was picked- up by the constabulary.
We
left about 7:30 AM. On the way to Sara, in the
area with heavy sugar cane
plantations, the jeepeny stopped. The constabularies went down the vehicle to urinate. One officer asked me to go down and urinate. But I
did not. I told him I am not urinating. But my stomach seems to burst. I want to
urinate.
But I
have heard stories
in some places, here in Panay and Negros, many
activists were picked-up
by the military and gunned down
while they were urinating in the bush. The
military always said, he was gunned down for trying to grabbed his gun or trying to run away.
At
the Constabulary headquarters, I was ushered to one of the houses – the home
and office of Captain Montano. I was introduced by the soldiers to him. “ Sir, Rudy is here now”. Captain Montano talked to me. Then left and went to the other room and talked
with several people who came to his office.
Three soldiers stayed around near me. They were all working. One was
sweeping the floor. Another was
preparing breakfast. Another soldier repairing
the door. Perhaps, they were
watching and observing me.
They
did not talked to me. They just do their
own thing. At about 10:30 AM, the soldiers served food. This were fresh fish
from Carles and Estancia. Merchants gave
fresh fish to the camp for the officers
food. I eat with them. Captain Montano later joined, as we eat. He talk about his work. “Damu problema di sa North Iloilo. Damu inaway”
( Many problems in North Iloilo.
Many fightings). He asked me some questions. “ Diin ka nag-esuela sa Manila?
San-o ka di nag-abut sa Iloilo?. Diin ka
gaobra subong? Ano ang ginahimo mo sa
Cawayan?”
(Many problems here in North Iloilo. Many fightings. Where did you study in Manila? When did you arrived here? Where do you worked here? What are you doing in Cawayan?” I anwered softly and clearly all the questions
of Captain Montano. I tried to make sure that he could get clearly my answer. I think it good, be honest and tell him, all what he
wants to know about me.
He told me, he heard I have been in Sara, San Dionisio and Concepcion. He asked
me about some conflict among farmers and
land owners in San Dionisio. I told Captain Montano, that I am an official of the
PANELFU, a labor union. I said, I led in seminars on labor unionism and organizing. I told him the
problems between the farmers and the landowners. But this problems
were legal. But the farmers were pushing for Land Reforms.
I
told him that was a peaceful action of the farmers to protect
their rights, called for by the new Land Reform Law. After listening for
sometimes, Captain Montano left again. I
was left setting for another hour. It was a hard experience setting
alone, waiting for the Officer, and not knowing what was in his mind.
About
1.30 PM we were served lunch. I told the
soldiers, I’m still full. I will not eat lunch. Thanks them for the offer. When
he returned, Captain Montano asked me what
organization I am a member. I told him PANELFU. And I am Pastor of
Cawayan Bapist Church. I told him also,
I am the Chairman of the Education
Committee of PANELFU, a labor union duly registered by the government. That our Legal Counsels were Atty. Nicolas
Centeno and Atty. Cesar Beloria. Then he left again.
Captain
Montano went to the other room again. He met with the other soldiers. Only one soldiers was left in a room near me. He
was doing some works around. Later, in
the afternoon, at about 3:00 PM, Captain Montano came back. He talked to me again. He told
me I can go home. But I will
come and see him every end of the month. He said I can go now.
He offered me some money for my fare. I politely said, I have some amount for fares. He extended his hands and shakes with me.
When
I arrived home, the officers of our association and the church have met. They
said, they will send some members in the camp, if I did not return.
And at the end of the month for two
months, I go to the PC headquarters. It was to say, to say hello to
Captain Montano. We often talked for some minutes and he told me, I can go home.
According
to Teresita Villanueva, the store owner, she was
in her store, the night when the constabulary came. Miss Villanueva
said: “The constables left their vehicle
about 40 meters away from my store. The soldiers arrived about 11:30 PM and went direct by foot towards our home about 250 meters away.”
That
means, the soldiers have surrounded our home secretly from 12:00 midnight until 4:30 AM, when I went down, with a lamp to my
garden. The constables were really
patient waiting, with their guns ready
with so many mosquitos around during the nights.
The
following month, I did not report to his office. On the 2nd month, on the 6th day, a constabulary officer came, Seargent Subron. He’s a
friend. He came and told me Captain Montano was asking
that I come to the headquarters. He wants to see me again.
I
visited Captain Montano again. He asked why I did not come. I told him, I have
a conference with the leaders of the
Convention of Philippine Baptist Churches in Camp Higher Ground in Barotac
Viejo. He told, me in case I cannot come
to see me, to send him a note. I can just write a note and gave it to the
Conductor of Garnet Express. Then he
told me, he wants to see me every 3 months. I went home and continued with my
ministry, as Assistant Pastor of Cawayan
Baptist Church. I am almost under
custody of the Philippine Constabulary.
One
day, I went to Carles Municipal Hall. One hallway, I met the 3 soldiers who, several months ago, picked me in Cawayan. We have started some
conversations. And as we were talking, one told me that I was allowed to go home that
day. He said, they plan was to arrest
and sent me to the stockade in Camp Delgado. But they observed me, while
setting in the room. Theywere studying me and
my reactions.
They said: “ You are calm. You are not angry. You
seemed not afraid. We thought you were a
peaceful person. And, if we released you, you wil not run away.
We recommended you to Captain Montano, to send you home and report at the end of the month.”
As
I looked back into this experiences, I think, prayer and trust in God was the strength of my involvement. I have committed myself to a peaceful, but strong and militant struggle in defence of our
people’s rights. And I have surrendered my life to God. He
will take care of me. I will just
do the best of my life and leave all
other in His care. That was my 2nd arrest. It was a hard experience, being picked-up, arrested or invited by the
military.
After
working at Cawayan Baptist Church for about two years, I resigned. I want to see some new challenges in the
ministry that will reached out to the
wider communities in the Baptist Convention and the country. And, I am looking
forward, that I will not be raided, arrested or invited by the military to their headquarters, again.
Reflecting
on the night our home was silently surrounded by the soldiers, waiting for me
nearly the whole night to come out, there was a certain kind of feelings that I
can’t
understand. It bothers me. It was
my helplessness under suspicion by
powerful a government and military forces, meeting unarmed civilians.
For
a little mistake, made during military or police raids, can send
one out-of-this world forever. It was during
times like this, when human rights where often violated, and
a human life costs only a single bullet,
that we all must worked for the defense of human rights. The principles
of which were guarded by the Philippine Constitution and the constituions of
almost all countries of the world.
But
my experiences made me admit, that some
police and military officers and men have also of good hearts and mnds. The worst soldiers has a
heart. Except for some who were really trigger
happy, police and military people moved
with calculated risks. Civilians, I
think must move under that circumstance with calmness and soft confidence.
In momets like this, we need the
presence of God. He guided and
taught me what to think and say. He taught me how to stand calmly
with faith, even my hearts has fears. He
whispered to have confidence, in moments
of difficulties. And it helped.
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